All weekend we moved. Even though it was convenient, it was still tedious and tiresome. All I’ve been doing is moving shit and running errands. It’s good though. I definitely think this was the right decision. Funny thing, just yesterday while I was on a run, I saw a For Rent sign at Kolali’s place. I just chuckled and thought one month too late. His place was bigger inside, and he would have been a better landlord, but we do have a fair amount of outside space here. So I guess it balances out. My brother apparently sauntered back into town and was able to watch Jashar last night so that I could go to Josh’s office Xmas party. I was excited, because I had never been to one but simultaneously slightly perturbed, because he gave me one day’s notice. We had fun though. He has great coworkers and it seems like a nice environment to work in, and they seem to really enjoy having him there as well. A welcome change considering he’s never worked a job he hasn’t gotten fired from or had coworkers with whom he hasn’t butted heads. Josh drank too much Jack of course and fell asleep in the car on the ride home. I just let him stay there and sleep in the driveway for a while. And yes I was the responsible designated driver of course, like always.

It appears we our going to Orlando tomorrow for Christmas Eve. I have mixed feelings about it. I hate to travel and I will miss seeing my sister Dani. I just hope it’s not too stressful. On a side note, I did decide to stay with the progesterone pill for now. I definitely noticed the three days I was off completely, I did feel my libido returning. Now not so much. I sort of feel dead inside. I need to figure out a solution for that. This cannot remain this way and allow me the pleasure and passion I deserve to feel toward my mate. I can’t believe its already the holidays. i feel like everyone gets a little bummed out this time of year. Josh seems ok. A little depressed. I have high hopes for 2016.