Three steps forward, two steps back…if Josh had a theme song. I don’t know why he holds onto so much anger from his past and why so many little things [ . . . ]

I have to say, I have nothing to complain about. Josh is doing everything he’s been saying he’s going to do for years now. He’s going to the beach, he’s [ . . . ]

I got my period!!! Thank God! Of course there is still that slight feeling of disappointment about that barely dodged curve ball that life was about to throw at us…you [ . . . ]

We broke the sex streak and had sex twice yesterday, once during Jashar’s nap and then again shortly before midnight. Josh told me he needed to have me again, because [ . . . ]

I don’t know why I haven’t been writing this past week. There is so much to say, I just haven’t been motivated to. I plan to change that and stick [ . . . ]

The First of the Year. This night was a combination of New Years and Josh’s birthday and just overall celebration because we wanted to. We procured a bit of psylocybin [ . . . ]

How do I even begin to fit an entire week into a single entry…. The holidays were busy and tiresome for us, but it’s been good. Things have been better [ . . . ]

My Christmas is going to be a long one this year. As soon as Josh gets home from work we are driving up to Orlando to see his family and [ . . . ]

All weekend we moved. Even though it was convenient, it was still tedious and tiresome. All I’ve been doing is moving shit and running errands. It’s good though. I definitely [ . . . ]

I have been doing so much internet research about female hormones and birth control and that it scared the shit out of me and made my head spin. Apparently, if [ . . . ]