God, I’m in such a strange head space right now. Constant alternating emotions sparring head to head inside my brain, pummeling the contents with whatever emotionally damaging images my paranoid, [ . . . ]

I just don’t understand how it can be so easy for him to cheat yet he tells me I’m the one and he’s in love with me. That makes no [ . . . ]

I was ready to begin to open my heart again. I could feel it. I could feel it last night when I put my arms around him and we kissed [ . . . ]

I was so deeply lost in love with Josh that as badly as he treated me, it was if he could do no wrong. I haven’t felt that in a [ . . . ]

Jashar is sick again. He has a fever this time that keeps oscillating but is staying below 103. At least according to our ear thermometer reading. I was told that [ . . . ]

Human emotions tend to be so fracturing and flippant, instantaneously wavering at the mere glimmer of a selfish desire or need. I believe the subconscious is more deep set and [ . . . ]

I was in the waiting room of my tax guy’s office when this very attractive man walked in and sat near my son and I. Jashar was discovering the water [ . . . ]

I have been so physically ill in the past week and a half that I can’t remember a time I felt so additionally challenged to my already lethargic mental and [ . . . ]

Three nights in a row now Jashar has not slept and has been crying almost non stop, and Josh and I are about to take each other’s heads off. I [ . . . ]

Promises made less than 36 hours ago, and the anger has already annihilated them. Jashar is not sleeping and he is not eating well. He might be getting sick. Josh [ . . . ]