HMB

I am having a lot of issues. My mind is dredged in nihilism. I just really don’t know what the point of anything is anymore. My soul’s purpose of hopeful [ . . . ]

I’ve realized my energy leans heavily toward masculine. I mean I am a feminine creature, but I am strong and take charge. I want what I want and I feel [ . . . ]

I realized last night why watching “Married at First Sight” is such a soul feeding experience for me. I’ve never met people like this before in my life. Good people [ . . . ]

This world is designed To destroy us.  We’ve gone from depravity and scarcity to excess assimilation Conserve to consumption Discomfort to comfort  Hard work is what regulates are entire endocrine [ . . . ]

I can’t believe I use to say, “I work out so I can drink beer.” I actually use to tell people that. It’s so embarrassing. I’ve spent my entire life [ . . . ]

This feels like a whole new mental world for me. I feel so light and hopeful. I’ve felt hopeful before but this is different. It’s not fueled by delusion and [ . . . ]

It’s been a while. A lot has happened since my last mindless tale of naïveté. For all of us it has. 2019 was an interesting year for me. Honestly, it [ . . . ]

Do I have to write it on your bedroom wall, you fool…… I have this theory. I have this theory that H has purposely tried NOT to care about me, [ . . . ]

It’s so interesting how everything completely alters in a matter of weeks. A week ago was the last I heard from Chef P, but it was strictly business….he’s in and [ . . . ]

Ever since Ishtar, I have been horny as fuck. All I’ve been able to think about is fucking, wanting to be fucked, getting completely fucked -by the chef. I’ve been [ . . . ]