HMB

I think Harry pulls back, because he fears losing control. If he feels those deep feelings then he questions whether he loses his complete autonomy in his decision making. He [ . . . ]

I realized today that while I always wanted to perform and sing I happened upon so much simultaneous difficulty in my nervous system when it came to the audition process. [ . . . ]

I have a partner who has been in a constant cortisol/dopamine loop for months if not slowly building for years now. He’s been in online school since he moved here, [ . . . ]

I am having a lot of issues. My mind is dredged in nihilism. I just really don’t know what the point of anything is anymore. My soul’s purpose of hopeful [ . . . ]

I’ve realized my energy leans heavily toward masculine. I mean I am a feminine creature, but I am strong and take charge. I want what I want and I feel [ . . . ]

I realized last night why watching “Married at First Sight” is such a soul feeding experience for me. I’ve never met people like this before in my life. Good people [ . . . ]

This world is designed To destroy us.  We’ve gone from depravity and scarcity to excess assimilation Conserve to consumption Discomfort to comfort  Hard work is what regulates are entire endocrine [ . . . ]

I can’t believe I use to say, “I work out so I can drink beer.” I actually use to tell people that. It’s so embarrassing. I’ve spent my entire life [ . . . ]

This feels like a whole new mental world for me. I feel so light and hopeful. I’ve felt hopeful before but this is different. It’s not fueled by delusion and [ . . . ]

It’s been a while. A lot has happened since my last mindless tale of naïveté. For all of us it has. 2019 was an interesting year for me. Honestly, it [ . . . ]